Chapter 34 - Messed up

I am all messed up.

I need something to calm me down.
My work is in a mess.
My sch project is in a mess
My life is in a mess.
My mum just throw me a bomb which left me totally speechless.
I don't even get the chance to love the girl i want.

Just when i went back playing bball, i feel being hated that i ever returned.

Vday was a mess.
I have no chance to self inflict pain.
Movie was a mess.
Rejected.
What else could go wrong with 1 hour and 33mins to go before vday ends.

Right now i restorted poping Lexotan to calm myself in case i breakdown again.

Does this happens to anyone or is it just me.