The month of dec is nearing, Yes. it's the season of Happiness and joy but it also bears another meaning, ..The season of sorrow and loneliness.
Ever since i was a child, i would love chirstmas. It was always so cooling, but somehow i would always feel lonely. Every now and then a feeling of sadness would grasp me.
Listening to chrismas tunes would somehow cheer me up~
Looking back in the old days, we would always see shows shown on TV during Christmas season, those houses~beautiful cottages with snows covering the rooftop, and the warmth light shining out through the windows during the fall and the rise of the yolk like sun.
I was totally in love with those sights. It was so magical, sort of fantasy
Maybe it was during then that i really took an interest in learning photography, to learn to capture sights and never forget abt them.
Dreaming - yes, there were wishful thinking of owning one of those cottages and if possible , fill them with warmth. Wouldnt it be nice if we could be with our next half getting warm by the fireplace, holding hands together even when we are even to feeble to be walking ard. It would be the best retirement dreamed for, What a lovely sight!
Well, till now even at my age, i haven stopped dream for this to happen, be it a holiday during Dec with my half at this cottage would be even a great enjoyment in my life for me. ~ i was not even half embarass to say that, i am dead serious.
Working hard, i hope there would be a time, this dream would be fulfilled.~Looking forward to December , Chrismas and Birthday.
Cheers~
